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[06 Jun 2011|05:22pm]

YO. THIS IS, LI3K, DEAD. GO SEE [info]deadfreedom INSTEAD.

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[02 Aug 2007|11:51pm]
srsly m8s. this journal's dead so you should delete it from your flists. just go here, it should be easy enough.
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[08 May 2007|12:00am]
Eeeeee~ Dudes. I'm swithing journals. All action from this day forward will be @ [info]deadfreedom, in Finnish and in English! I've already added all of you as friends but I guess this could be considered as an f-cut since if you don't want to keep on reading about my whinings and random fangirlings when I cave in to them, don't add me and I'll delete you from my f-list by the end of this week. Simple enough?

.....I'm pretty sure I had something else to say but I've forgotten it already D:
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[21 Apr 2007|12:18am]
[ mood | pissedpissedpissed off & tired ]

NNNNNGH. I have to wake up at 7 am and leave to tampere an hour later for the closing event of that shitty global me-course-thingy and NNNNGH I DON'T WANT TO GO. But I have to. DDD: Me no happy, me has been pissed off for hours for this.

klsjflasdfasj srsly i just want to stay home and sleep late and lameass fangirl tomorrow lskfskfe every1, prz go dai 'cuz imma jeluz >>>:

*prints a shitload of pictures to keep herself active with tomorrow*

......

*runs out of paper*

OH WELLZ, ILU 2, W0RLDZ.

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[20 Apr 2007|09:06am]

SFKSJFKJASDKLFXMVKLMAKLDFUSEINFASF KJF FKJDF AKFLASFJKLASEFKLJASKFASKLDJFAKLJDFASEIJFSFJKLASJVCXKMVAKJFSIEJIFESAA FLSKDFLAKSÖLKEFLKSÖFLKSÖFKJIVJKADSFA ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥



atm, I love life and hate school *is skipping a philosophy class* 8DDDDD


//edit.

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[17 Apr 2007|08:26pm]
[ music | oh just guess ]

............I'm writing. Fanfiction. I NEVER write. But now.... SMUTTY. What the fuck seriously makes someone write stuff like this? Sssssick, ssssick, I say! I'm greatly amused by the amount of synonyms I have for a certain *cough* bodypart *cough*

je-family -meme )

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[17 Apr 2007|04:14pm]
[ music | KAT-TUN - SIGNAL .....yeah, still. I'm on a roll, yarrrr! ]

I am dead serious when I claim that the teachers at the music school -shit-thing I go to weekly for my flute lessons have surely gone through an education of manipulation. That combined with me, the one who's head isn't that hard to turn and who sucks at debating, makes a terrible, terrible combination, at least for my part. I'm a freaking puppet >>:

I was supposed to quit after graduating from the base-level after three biiiig examinations (which basically equal to 7,5 years of flute lessons and 4 years of agony during theory-lessons). First I was supposed to pass it last Spring, in the May of 2006, but ooooooh noooooo~ the teacher had a cunning plan! "I've been thinking, and I've come to the conclusion that maybe we should postpone it, with all this different projects going on atm. So what if we do it next Christmas? Yay, okay, let's do it then!" Like I had been given a chance to argue. So then, I continued and was supposed to quit after Christmas. You can surely guess if I did that. For the idiots among you, no, I didn't. And here we are again.

For the past two semesterns I've been numbing my ass in the theory lessons of the first level of conservatory level or whatever-it's-called. Just in case if I could manage it. I CAN'T. So I dropped out. A week before the final exam. Like, thanks for telling, mates. Okay anyways. So there I was, explaining myself to the teacher who's been teaching me flute for the past six years. And then she goes "well, actually, there is the possibility of passing the first level without the theory thingy. So if you'd attend the säveltapailu -lessons next year, you could most probably try out on the examination." ..................EXCUSE ME? She thought she had a real ace up in her sleeve to get me continue but....... I'VE BEEN AGONIZING IN THE THEORY LESSONS FOR A YEAR. IN VAIN. FOR ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. NEEDLESSLY. USELESSLY. DO I REALLY NEED TO GO ON?

After hearing that, I'm still second guessing myself BUT A YEAR. A YEAR. FOR NOTHING. NNNNNNNNNNNGH.

I'd be reeeeeeeally happy if I could pass the examination because getting through that isn't really that common, not that many get there. But I don't need it. But I don't think it'd prove itself to be totally useless either, it could keep a few more doors open. Ugh. Dunno. Maybe I'll go and try to pass the theory exam tomorrow if it's still possible? Dunnodunnodunnodunno. I DON'T KNOW. And the säveltapailu-thingy? I don't really have an ear for music, really, and it's all about listening and writing what you hear and so on. Melody dictates and all that shit. It'd be agonizing too.

Oh fuck you, Ylä-pirkanmaan Musiikkiopisto, I hatez j00. (and the name, oh plz c'mon.)

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[17 Apr 2007|09:52am]
[ music | KAT-TUN - SIGNAL ]

.................8 minutes 'til school, I'm not gonna be late! I just want a quicky before school >:

Okay so. As expected, I flunked t3h biology exam. But I got an 8(~B) from the essay \o/ And I got 10's (A's, w00h00) from Latin and French \o/ And still I can't form a proper sentence in either of those. It'll be interesting to see how my German will kick off, the first lesson's gonna be on Friday. :E I'm not even sure if I have the textbook yet \o/ t3h win.

Oh btw I didn't get new shews, angst ;__; But! I'm going back to Tampere on Thursday, we're going to see the symphony orchestra of Tampere practice and we might have an hour or so to shop & eat & all that jazz so I might run off to buy me a sparking new pair of cloppers. I just have to decide which ones I want!

My printer, which works for the first time in ages, is going to be the death of me. I'll die with all this hotness staring at me.

....................OH SHIT IT'S 3 TO AND I JUST REMEMBERED THE LESSONS START @ 9:55 FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK


// edit // oh plz. My Latin-supposed-to-be-a-double-lesson -lesson lasted for 25 minutes. Or it didn't, but when the teacher said "Well I guess that if you have something to do at home, you can go, or if you want to see the episode of Rome in which Caesar gets killed, then stay", half of the glass walked out. So I decided to come home and watch some ancient episodes od shokura or something. Me feels giddy, me wants to fangirl!!!11one Upper secondary's so friggin' tough, right? Though I shouldn't be mocking this but be enjoying it, in the end of next period I'll have five exams (I know, I know, some of you have seven or even more, but 5's the maximum at my school) plus one for music. Now I'm having only two and the second's tomorrow.

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[13 Apr 2007|04:52pm]
[ music | KAT-TUN - Way of love ]

I rocked the biology exam \m/ Or I think so, I prolly flunked it but hey, I'm pretty happy with myself so I don't really care for the grade. It's a totally other thing then when I get to actually see the grade I get, but I'll save energy for being furious 'til then.

I fiiiiiiiii~nally found the new episodes of House and ANTM, they we're aired days ago and they've been up on demonoid pretty much as soon as they aired but demonoid - the bloody fucker - has blocked me again. You know, for not being a member. I just always manage to miss the open registrations even they're open for days at a time. I guess they're always open on weekends and house airs on Tuesday's and ANTM on Wednesdays so I usually find them floating somewhere before the weekend starts so I don't happen to be lucky enough to come across an open registeration -period. u__u It wouldn't be a surprise if my brother'd be a member but I'm just too lazy to ask. He could give me an invitation but bbbbblah~

...oh plz. The House -episode has over 5000 seeds but it seems none of them are online. LIKE, YEAH RIGHT. Fuck you Azureus I hatez j00 >>8

I've been playing Guitar Hero all day and my wrists ache DD:

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[13 Apr 2007|02:24am]
[ music | news - kibou yell chipmunk version WINWINWINWIN ]

NNNNNNNGH. I had one lesson today. ONE. Only one. And it was excrusiating. Gggah. Six more weeks to go until Summer holidayz. Oh crapz.

Tomorrow's my biology exam, guess how much I read~ Not a single page. Whoops~ Well at least I finally did the essay that's deadline was almost three weeks ago. In the end of t3h preparatory biology lesson today the teacher ranted about something and finally said that we can leave as soon as we get our essays back. Which led to four dudettes (including me) to stand up in the furthest corner of the class and practically run away from the situation before anyone could say anything which could've included the words "you", "must", "do", "it", "for", "tomorrow", "or", "you'll" or "fail".

And I got it done in time! I mean, I had it ready to go already an hour and 15 minutes ago and it's only 2:30 am now!

a random rant I'll cut for your pleasure because I'm just putting it up for myself )

Umm yeah, ignore that (though I'm not locking it because I'm so proud of myself for being so brilliant♥ not. I'm just lazy as hell)

I want it to be Saturday already~ I need new shoes~ And clothes~ Eeeeee~ Though in the other hand I wouldn't want to buy any new clothes because it'd just be a waste of money :D

Anygays, if anyone out of you would miraculously be @ Tampere on Saturday, gimme a call or send me an SMS, I'll be bored anyway. My folks are leaving me to hang out by myself in the afternoon because they have some random thing to do and if the weather's gonna continue being a windy bitch, there won't be much to do.

Whoopsie. 02:44. I'm getting back to my old rythm I guess.

And yes, I decided to leave all my posts in English unlocked from now on just because I'm an attention-seeking biaaaatch! And yes, I'm ditching my Finnish journal even though I hate this user name immensely. Friends-groups ftw, y'know? Maybe someday I'll get creative enough to change in to a completely new one instead of juggling between these two.

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[14 Feb 2006|09:02pm]
[ music | D - Nakegi no Tenshi ]

http://kevan.org/johari?name=reiko
Use a phony name if you don't want to put your own but please, do it~

// editto
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=reiko TÄÄKI okthxbye.

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hähä! [09 Aug 2005|11:33pm]
Kerro mitä mieltä olet minusta, nimettömästi.

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